My Pursuit Of Happiness

2008-05-23T04:53:00.000-07:00

Do)Clean and green.

One word : gay.
Pails of water all over the class,hari-raya-like cleaning of window,wiping tables-inside out,chairs-all over,running around the class,singing-along like a toad,getting gotcha by brainwashing teacher,moaning over being the last class to leave, begging for g3 people to buy hockey shirt -got 2,okay! Bouncing when seeing our beloved(s) from above and whatevernots.

"1g3 so bonded eh"
-yeah,so if others ask why we bonded guess what we're going to say?
"what?"
-through cleaning.

hilarious.

Re)FKHTK gang.
Runaway to this little building with monique and geraldine. L-O-V-E got stronger. Bumped into hilary and marilyn,in which when monique run away and hide behind geraldine.
+Movie was awesome- also monique and me laughed really loudly at the "get smart" trailer that people turned around and look at us. YES people all around us.
+Spotlight shop,really great stuffs to venture/play with. MASKS- sucks.
+Lunch-funny for monique can never eat properly.
+Endless walking
+chitchatting
+people-watching
+looking out for sales
+carefour shopping for (junk) food
+wait-for-5-minutes for popcorn > makes not much diff,actually.
+getting directions all wrong
+amused by mrt lights that changes colour
+ranting
+change in handicap toilet>spacious
+bubble tea q forever
+lost@cityhall mrt station

me: eh its not a room they say its a room haiyo!
gedine;monique : room means space
me : oh yeah
gedine : haiyo! wonder how you get to cgs
me : dont know :P
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me: eh should i wear jersey or shirt
gedine : jersey nicer
me : but i look like a bung in it
gedine : no you dont
monique : no,shirt nicer
me: but black and black
monique : nicer than jersey
gedine : just wear the jersey!

lastly wore both @ cinema. HEH.
HAPPY (ADVANCED) BIRTHDAY MONIQUE NG.
I bet you enjoyed the birthday treat. Love you,monster.
(send me the pictures,gedine).
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Me)Anyway, guess what mojo did when i feel down/bored.

(mojo eats kebab)

(kebab attacks mojo)

(water saves mojo)

(kebab loser)

Isn't that cute and funny? I dont accept no as an answer. HURHUR.

Fa) Queensway won 2nd for national south zone. Dearest brothers,i feel proud of you. Yes,ily.
So) Sunshine,please cheer up okay okay okay. *i'll be okay*-mc fly.Jangan sedih-sedih.
La) FAT KIDS ARE HARDER TO KIDNAP
Ti) Nenek opah loves sue,hurhur.
Do) okay,i want to sleep? (TIDO).

2008-05-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KALA SHOBINI !

"shobini shobini! oh my god,yknow i forgot got that senior she told me something"
-what senior?
"i dont know. but but but"
-huh?
"she tell me something to tell you but shit,i forgot!"
-what what what?
"i dont know but quite important"

@ROTUNDA
"ZOMG.EH QUICK THAT SENIOR THERE ALREADY"
-what senior?
"idk she is that indian senior she looking for you at canteen"
-huh,what happen
"idk lah she. she veh mad at you eh"
-why?*panic face*
"what did you do?she damn mad okay"
-*worried face*

Finally when we'all reached the parade square. Used the pe shirt to cover her face. Like a kidnapper,forced her to come to the canteen. *Jengjengjeng* SUPRISE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION. Shobini cried for being too happy. It was all a plan, dear. Everyone acted neutral like nothing happened/will happen today.Who said we forgot about you on this special occasion especially? LOVE YOU.
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Class tee's a 180 degrees change from what planned. HOHO.
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Swimming was really easy,felt short of time though.
Got great company with me. If there was the best swimming group award,i'd dedicate it to mine.Not for the swimming styles,but for being really bonded.It's so sad to see other groups,separated by class. Sadlife,really.Being the only G3-ian there doesn't mean no fun can be generated. Take a look at my group,see the fun we share,the care for one another. LOVE all the back jumping,slam-hard onto the water, cheering for one another,teasing from coach,not caring about what others think about us and whatevernots.
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&sunshine,
if you happen to read my blog,
thanks for everything. ILYF, really.
close to giving up,but you came in.

2008-05-20T06:48:00.000-07:00

Day started off fine, trying not to worry about stuffs. Though panic in the morning. Sunshine will take forever to finish the big big big lollipop gave her. Now you can stop moaning for lollipop,HEH. Thanks Izzah for the hug and sorry for the *****(not vulgar,heh) tag on that pinky winky thing i gave you. Goodluck with trying to finish it all up too.

Free periods every now and then,its getting dull each day.Tried to keep spirits high,but couldn't really-Well not for msges and talking with playmates,it'd be even more not alive. Felt like living and hanging onto a string of lies each day.

C'div made it and sunshine scored 8 goals(or more?).Hat trick,whoa :O Alright,goodluck for tomorrow. Someone's got a stalker, wonder who. Needless to say, one day that stalker will confess her heart out. HOHO. Met sunshine,sue,syaff and khalya at delta. I got really bored,so i stoned. Sorry sue and sunshine,didn't talk much.At least i made it up at and through msn kan?If you're here,(which i doubt you are because i bet you dont even know i have a blog), you'll know STALKER. Hurhur,you stinky smelly turtle ;D.

Dinch with those girls. I suppose you guys were tired,so didnt talk as much, HEH CHATTERBOX?
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Trying too hard,perhaps.No,i dont want to lose it all.You make it so hard to hold on tight,now the grip's loosing.How expected.No,not faithless,just paranoid of losing or getting lost. Grow up,kiddo. Even trivial matters can separate us all, well perhaps it has already did.

2008-05-19T07:14:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAYS,good/bad?

+movie marathon@someone's house
+shopping
+sleepover(s)
+camp
+bonding session (LOL,afiqah)
+picnic(any takers?)
+beach date
+movie date(s)
+hockey outing
+class outing
+holiday vacation>still in doubt
+training: one every 3 days
+cupcake date(want it)
+random outings with god-knows-who
+dance date(s)
+window-shopping
+shopping(sales,coming.HEH)
+iceskating date
+library date(need a book,badly)
+meet up with relatives(manzx,its like a tradition)
+study date(s)
+macdonald date(s)
+donutday date(s)
+piggo-ing.

Enough to keep me up for the holidays?Don't think so.HOHO.
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Deng's back,yo.Thanks for cheering me up,with your shine (which also reminds me of - )
"nice weather". HAHAHA.

GOODLUCK CRESCENT C'DIV FOR 6-A-SIDES tomorrow. Make it to the next round,hopefully.Deng,goodluck to you especially. Don't be too tensed up,please.Its very unhealthy. Remember donghae, and you're able to do it. Promised to those people,not disturb you already(for the time being,HEH). "every move you move you make,i'll be watching you". (cheychey). Wokay, that's it for now. GOODLUCKK! ♥♥♥

you start to wonder why you're here not there.

2008-05-18T09:30:00.000-07:00

+Madrasah @ west coast park
+Picnic with family @ west coast park

Madrasah,was a quite a waste of time. Gay sun,betrayed me again - really hot. Well,we spent like half the time playing,one-quarter stoning(like rlly rlly) and the other quarter buying food. Practically, the sand was burning so chances are that i didn't play as much. Mat reps and minahs - filled bus is really annoying and sickening. Felt really satisfied when i alighted the bus. OH WELL.

Picnic was relaxing. Hilarious past stories and i got to know that my mum's eldest brother which is the first sibling alive has the same traits like my eldest brother. "keturunan katakan." Such,he's really annoying,disgusting,ignorant,unfair,liar,teaser and yes, also loves to make people go madzx. Also,loves attention (from girls/guys/in between-HAHA) and would go high for branded goods. Yes,includes materialistic, very heartless(as for my bro). Like my brothers and uncles(-when they were young), he'd do anything to make the younger one feel embarrassed. There you go,the odd-unexpected keturunan.

anyway,pictures later.
i'm fatigue.
(yes,speaking of fatigue,geraldine ng ditched me at 2am. i slept at 3am,okay thanks uh)
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Cowok's (*inside joke*)coming back in few hours time. I bet she's eggcited to see me on tuesday. HAHAHA. Don't think you'll be coming for training. Please don't deny,you're missing me already. Sunburn ! (either ways,regardless whether you have or not,i'll still pinch you) :D
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Sometimes you dont realise, when you laugh mockingly - you're no better. At times,i wonder if you have a heart,or maybe it stopped beating. No,perhaps you dont deserve one. Attention's your game but i'm no player. Clueless really,on how to make you realise all these. Self-denial's your life,ego's your soul. And you live everyday,with no regrets.

2008-05-17T05:51:00.000-07:00

HELLO.
tell me whats the difference of these two pictures(as in the person) :

no difference? GUESS WHAT.

Why not we play pretend, says:
donghae looks like... jeonghoon!
Time's up(how expected) says:
JEONG HOON ? familiar heh
Why not we play pretend, says:
jeong hoon you dont know!?!? he's effing cute!!
Time's up(how expected) says:
WTH ?
Time's up(how expected) says:
SAMER ORANG
Time's up(how expected) says:
SHITZO,NO WONDER WHEN I SAW DONGHAE,I REMEMBERED THE GUY IN PRINCESS HOURS
Time's up(how expected) says:
GO LOOK
Why not we play pretend, says:
i looked alrdy!
Why not we play pretend, says:
muker lain hahahah
Time's up(how expected) says:
OKAY
Time's up(how expected) says:
ZOMG
Time's up(how expected) says:
DIFF PEOPLE
Time's up(how expected) says:
MUKER SAMER !

(we read their bio)

hahahah,go ahead. laugh! THEY ARE DIFFERENT. If you're smart enough you would be able to recognise that the first picture is kim jeong hoon while the second one's lee donghae. Afiqah researched and found out that kim jeong hoon was born 1980 while lee donghae was born 1986.awesome fact? hurhur. People,afiqah has an affair with dong gun ,also she's married to hyun bin. ( and i love "d" people - danny,dougie,donghae :D)
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anyway, hockey training. The sun's really sickeningly gay, its so hot. We could feel our feet burning and i bathed in sweat,really. The heat's unbearable. Coach's starting to be even more strict - punishment's coming in handy. I bet it'd increase as time pass by,expected. A day without training affect so much- could barely even hit the ball properly. I can't even manage the basics,i suck big time. And iman,is just so ZOMG. I've got to cope and catch up quickly,but my fitness isn't on my side :O (Sunshine,i wont make it to c'div- this isn't the first time i'm saying it.hurhur) Other than that,i've got at least coolios friends in hockey that makes it fun.

RAMIZAH's got a nickname called merlionkey = merlion + lion + monkey. COOL OR COOL? hahaha. Iman's in love with mcr and one day,you guys should see her pictures when she was in primary 4. alahaii, cute + girly okay. YES,iman's a bung-wannabe.hurhur,funny okay. Also,aqilah,me,merlionkey,zenzen found out that there's a bigger toilet in hockey village. YES,i know,call us slow.

"im not a lady"
-huh?bung?!
"just a girl"
-pfft,yeah right. so girl ah you.
(iman - merlionkey,me)

Yesterday,Stayed at hockey village till like 6+ , i remembered we left the place at around 6.20+pm (?)Kept sunshine company for we both refuse to go home. Also,thanks merlionkey+zenzen+acilah for ditching me,you ditchers - each of you owe me a chocolate bar each. IDC. Sunshine made 8 singapore maps around my arm,greatly,now its gone.(i know,see,i'm strong !) Practically,watched SJ in tpc, and obv,guess who screamed? (dont look at me)

+screaming
+running away from evilos pinchings
+running away with someone's ezlink card(HAHAHA! HILARIOUS I TELL YOU)
+molesting sunshine and iman's handphone
+attempts to make me scream,but failed
+attempts to make me cry,but also failed. ( IDC,THERE'S STILL CAMP )
+ trying to make tessa fall in love with siwon/SJ,failed.
+weird guys around
+pausing everytime donghae appears in the video
+showing off pictures of donghae
+hyperventilates
+Share secrets,your reality - my reality.(teen-like talks)

Long busride's awesome. CONGKAKKKKK ! "I saw atuk opah" Scary okay,rlly. Reached home at 8,when actually training ended at 5.HOHO, also sorry for ditching you - msn. I was tired,expected heh. (still cant believe you waited for 1 hour)
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Today's attempt to get presents at anchorpoint & queensway with sunshine was a failure. Well,almost like 60% of the gifts/appropriate shops are closed,sadlife. Pinching-free day,was destroyed by the badot - wonder who?hmmm. COOL FACT - someone got shoes for $200+ ? AWESOME. hahaha. Forced to walk home, tyvm! Agreed,queensway's quite a disappointment. OH WELL,some other day HEH. (that means YOU have to wait)
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Someone's leaving :O hahaha. Go guess. She'll return with sunburn,so i'll pinch her cheeks till she scream out loud. HURHUR. By then,i know she'll miss me when she's gone . (dont deny!) OOH WELL.

all the world will pass by me

2008-05-12T05:20:00.000-07:00

Someone's getting older!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA SELAMAT.

Sorry,i haven't gotten you presents yet. I'm broke,what to do?I shall sacrifice my lunch money for you, appreciate it. Thanks for being such a great angel (despite the rough start earlier this year),well at least we work things out kan?Look where we are now. HURHUR. Also,i know you couldn't get over the fact that i'm a triplet during orientation.HOHO. Thanks for everything, really. I DONT KNOW WHAT MY (crescent) LIFE WOULD BE LIKE WITHOUT YOU,piggo/bloodymary's twin/tikopek.YES,its T-I-K-O-P-E-K. Thank you for those food(&wasted drink)-your cupcakes are the bestest in the whole wide world,i tell you ! Alrightos, there you go.
(p.s : i had to rewrite this twice,appreciate this awak)

I dont have a picture with/of you. You owe me that!
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Hockey @ hockeyvillage.
"no wonder they call it village heh?"(Quote unquote by someone).The place's small,i think its barely one-third of the whole real pitch.Training was hard,stupid gay sun who came up out of nowhere and coach refused to give us break until i-dont-know-when :O,sadlife. Gladly,no cramps already(Yes ramizah,i bet you had fun calling me a nanny the whole day).The hockey sticks sold there were really small, yes sunshine,i finally see it in reality though through webcam is somesort of "reality" too. STOP pinching me for once. Believe me,its really hard and painful. Thanks eh,now i've got bumpssssss -blue black. APPRECIATE IT A LOT (not).Also,whatever you do,ensure sunshine is never (directly) outside the toilet,she'll lock you up. TSK! HMPH.
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It seemed so easy,to live that lie.(Well for you at least)

"it felt like tomorrow wouldn't come"

2008-05-09T23:43:00.000-07:00

HELLO. Finally awake from hockey.
(piggo)

9thMay2008.
TOTAL SCREAMING GAY DAY , well for me at least. Started off with screaming at the class -telling them to get 2 bottles for rocket science. Apparently after checking with the chairpersons, we needed 2 bottles. So yes,imagine the panic/horror/frantic/chaos we had to go through at the particular 30 minutes of massive bottle hunting. 1G3,came running down the hill (hurhur sounds like jack and jill) to cheers just to get 1 bottle of 1.5 litre. As for myself,(thekindestsoul),i bought 2 for myself and another spare for any other classmate. In the end, we needed only 1 bottle _._ believe me the class was about to kill me.

+PANIC! Followed by 21 legged united race. Everyone(keller) was worried, almost had no confidence.Still hopes held high,aye? Though we had to delay those practices during the mid year examination and CINDY got all so worried and all , we made it right? I had to shout at keller,well yes 2 people vs the rest of the cohord screamings? Yes,i know really really hard. Though we fell at the first one,we managed to finish quickly. I LOVE KELLER,I SWEAR. Blue people are cool,hoho. 2nd,sweet victory. At least we won the all-time-hard-to-beat(hahaha!) bronte. Well,bronte did a great job too. So did pankhurst,really awesome.

+ROCKET SCIENCE,thirdly.Screamed the whole life out of me. Hurhur. It felt like tomorrow would never come and that moment was like our last?1G3 RULE MY LIFE,I SWEARRR. Thanks yo,you guys proved me and azirah wrong when we thought you guys are DEAD. You can really cheer afterall,just a matter of time. I feel it was so sweet. We couldn't careless about which class won or got the furthest,we cared more about the bond. Nobody stopped us, well the instructor was pleased with us. Cheers,hurhur. 1G3 brought the bomb back? OH NO! Wrong.WE ARE DA BOMB (quote unquote by someone HEH).

+School invasion,next. West Grand Boulevard.
ZOMG. It's like the first local band to catch my attention and get me so hyper up and all. Bryan's so hot like really ! (he was sweating like zomg).Well yeah,zirafah and me got crazy like really till her ma'am even turn around and looked at us. Screaming like there's no end for this thing.The music's really really nice. I love DKNY,where we actually sang a long and yeah. A couple of 4s3 and 4s1 students stood up and screamed.Well yeah,they really rock,i suppose.HURHUR. I caught someone's expression-priceless. (someone from the right-side of the hall).Okay,hot okay hot ah hot. HOTTTZXZX.

+NOKIAAA BUS.
SCREAMM.CHASE,RUN,GASP FOR AIR,SQUEEZZZZEEEEE. Total chaos,really.They kept on chasing bryan who kept on running out and into the bus.Finally,we,the lucky humans- sherry,me,qistina and megan got a picture with him.Be jealous or be square.(weirdo). He's married :OOOO. Oh well, Mc fly's still awesomezxzx(dougieeee and danny)Whole thing took about like 30 minutes?Worthwhile though.

HOME,changed,OVERslept,bathed.ZOMMG. Damn tired from those events that i feel like it was almost the end of the world. Rushed to meet the GREATGREAT company at ljs for dinner and then rushed to school,as in like really really really rushed off to school - involving running,getting stiches(nicole hoong!),gasping for air,giggling and all sorrtzxzxz. Believe me,silver queue was FOREVER! Was a little disappointed at first,for we thought it was the whole golden queue,luckily golden's queue was reasonable though we got the back seats for gold,at least it was really really really really cool for so many stuffs happened at our side - SOMEONE SITTING NEXT TO SOMEONE *ehem* and yeah the crescent cheer were started by the AWESOME AVE D'LARIO AT OUR SIDEEEE. PERFECT BLISS i tell you,really. Also, we supposedly were the only secondary 1 company in gold. Cool or cool?! Wait,isnt this suppose to come at the next point,oh gosh.okay i'll start next point.

+CREZAWARDS,hellya! At the entrance, rushing for a stapler when actually the councillor had 2 for us. -.-''. Pictures,people-watching(spotting for our dino,key,meja,rainbow) and talking non-stop. BLACK & RED THE KEWLZXZX. Quite a population(not related to science) wore those two colours. Well,while people-watching we spotted quite a lot. The contestants and spectators,yaddayadda. Practically,the hall suddenly seem bigger,hoho. Great great great company. Waving/swaying of hands,standing and screaming,standing and recording/taking pics/vid,sing-a-long,scream our whole soul,hearts,life out.HELLYA! The show was DA BOMB,it was way past 38 degree celcius.OH GOSH. Claris was really great,talented. Didnt know she could dance that well,really.Zee was OH MY GOD, THAT WAS AWESOME. ! AVE D'LARIO ----> NOW, DONT STOP ME NOW BECAUSE IM HAVING A GOODTIME. RELLLYYYZXZXZX. Mojo,i really got too excited that i couldnt take a photo or video of that thing.It was all so shaky and yaddayadda.Sorry yo,couldnt help it. "MINIATURE" (quote unquote-mojo,ehem!). SCREAM,SHOUT,GIGGLE,SMILE SUPER WIDELY-THE WIDEST ANYONE EVER SAW-FELT LIKE IT WAS ABOUT TO TEAR APART,STOOD UP and the whole cycle repeats. ZOMGZOMGZOMG-all the way. Sorry,orang duduk sebelah kiter,thanks for tolerating me while i did all those. Sorry ye,awak. Terima kasih awak. The singing catogary was a blast too. I personally enjoyed the 2 classmates of mine 's performance. Suganiah,you needed our support,you got it. "I felt like wanting to stop singing when i saw the crowd. If you guys didnt show your support,i couldn't have made it through.THANKS" - suganiah. ARE YOU MAD OR MAD?! You're our classmate,we are a family you freakko. Love you f0rebberzxzx. Also,i love Sulastri's performance the whole thing also the ending(When she was going in and something happened).hurhur. L-O-V-E. Mohita-compere,she's great. I predicted either she/kim would win so yeah,awesome. I'm very pleased with the results, though still,i think X should win one of the spots but that was okay. We can't have everything in the world,can we? OH WELL. (jangan sedih-sedih lah ramizah.chin upp). Managed to get a photo with aznita with valerie too, though yu ting and hafizah could actually join and we could've taken together with the remaining ave d'lario. So yeah,tskk ! Its a wrap. Home,sweet home.

pictures,later.

Dear superwoman,don't let them bring you down.They're heartless,for their lies are not acceptable.What's done is done. That's the way they want it,let it be.Sooner or later,it'd be of their own lost,i believe.Victory for them could've been sweet but it wouldnt be sweet enough without us. ILYA, ILYA. At least you've got me and yes,the great company too. Don't cry, they aren't worth even a single teardrop of yours.
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Hockey.
A little late, weennnnyy bit. Playing with the MI people was fun just that they(as in us) refuse to spread out. D: . Hit the human behind me,which i feel terribly sorry for and repeatedly apologising and saying "sorry" at a veh fast speed repeatedly too (no,sunshine,its way faster than the speed/rate i'd always to talk you with). Overall training was great. Throughout,we kept talking talking talking about none other than crezawards and our belovedzx. Yes zenice,you're head over heels. Razah can't stop blushing like zomg without no one knowing except me. Eye contact,mostly. Hurhur. Iman's shoes are so kewlzxxxx. I'm so jealous. GAD IMAN!! HMPH! Weather was really on our side,rather cool. Drizzling-great though we got wet all over. Lunch with zenice - the crazy "talk-about-ourbeloved-forever" partner.

(someone can say hello to meja*insidejoke*)

it felt like sunday,today.

2008-05-07T08:47:00.000-07:00

GET WELL SOON,NUR AFIQAH BTE JUHARI.

MAKE IT FOR CREZAWARDS,AT LEAST.

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hello.
i think watching _ 's class` _(year) is very amusing.
i'll replay over and over again,rewind,pause every few seconds to laugh my hearts out.
Believe me,don't watch it when you're with someone asleep and is kind-hearted enough to not wake that person up. I think seeing familiar faces and seeing/watching/gazing them dance is really fun and it really kills boredom. I've watched it gazillion,countless times and i'd laugh even more harder each time.

I wonder what its like for crezawards. I bet i'll keep on giggling all the while (and not be able to accomplish those favours :O) How?. I'll try my best okay , mojo. Get me __'s dance video for crezawards and i'll love you forever - yes that includes giving you one super big warm long hug till you freak out and wish me to let go. HURHUR.

anyway,went to causeway point and bumped into : 1)shona. >i doubt you saw me. 2)diana kaswadi>well you saw me. 3)this sec 4 girl who wore her name tag but i dont know her name. 4)natasha safia 5)another sec 4 girl who's name is unknown.
okay,so many people live in woodlands HEH. xD.

I totally thought today was sunday,for it felt like it. Odd much? Don't blame me,its not my fault.Someone spent some $125 shopping > no one stopped her,there was sale (!) No doubt. Mum,randomly, talked about skirts. She was talking to me-saying that she saw this ex-primary schoolmate of mine in ___ school and her skirt was super short that a little more,you could see her butt and she's just sec 1. She pointed at every single girl,in their school uniform and with skirts really short. Though its not an uncommon sight,i think yeah mum doesnt really know the real secondary world HEH. (no doubt,pri sch's filled with innocent people).

Have not been eating properly though. Like today, i survived(As if) with only :
+1 pau
+1 sweet
+2 slices of bread
+one bowl of yong taufu
+2 slices of bread(again)

for the whole day. Moaning in pain,when ate supper. Had to do it in silence,my mum would've killed me if she ever finds out. HOHO.

mutated. says:
omg. why you everytime never eat dinner
SOFIA! {1G3 CLASS MEETING TOMORROW. says:
i dont know
SOFIA! {1G3 CLASS MEETING TOMORROW. says:
no time ?

hoho.
alright,i'm off to sleep. its thursday already.
(today's going to be busyy.)

i can't change you.so now,i adapt.
/EDIT.

its a game of chance,they say in wonderland

2008-05-05T23:19:00.001-07:00

TUESDAY.
Finally,freedom couldn't taste any sweeter,can it?
not entirely.
(screw science,thanks to only 3 hours + sleep. also the intense hunger- SABRINA,TSK!)

So geraldine, i bet you would want the golden tickets for nutzxzx.
(at least you'll get the moment of your life up there at the gallery with you-know-who.)
C'mon,it would not be as bad. Love you,loads.

Crezawards, i've been dying for it. Gosh, harsh reality. Sadly, i'm in doubt for god-knows-why. Also, MOJO , you're not going to see my (priceless)expression. Maybe just see my head throbbing in and out (?) Appreciate the favour,you nehnehputput. I'll decide on how the trade goes later on. Hoho.

ZIRAFAH,if you're here and reading this - you'll understand.
+ Spent or rather,wasted approximately 35 minutes trying to get attention and help from the secondary _ people. Suprisingly, after _ years in school, they don't know the chairpersons for the different classes of their own level. Gladly,an innocent bangs sec _ helped us and knew who's _.Finally,it felt like bliss for a moment.
+ Zirafah's such a bad,stalker you baddy. POTEK! You can't even see her like zomg =O. Obviously, AWESOME was already there (and she's like short and i could spot her), so when you see AWESOME,you're bound to see _ .

"eh ! she's at the pillar there there there!"
"huh where?"
"Eh you, there lah ! seee see see. you seee *awesome , you see her!"
"WHAT?! WHERE"
"quick pass it ! pass it! i give you 2 chocolate bars , i promise!"
" WHATTT?! WHERE . UHH,YOU YOU, BUT BUT... "
"3 chocolate bars,quick quick!"

- by then quite a number of sec _ students stared at our gesture. amusing?
And 5 seconds later, _ was RIGHT IN FRONT, IN THE MIDDLE,WALKING UP THE STAIRS.
Still,Zirafah couldn't spot her. I swear i kept on chanting that _'s there but zirafah just could not see. I knew by then hope was gone,for all. It was the only moment, WE could pass it, perhaps it was too late - i thought.

"eh you freak lah you. see lah!"
"what mee!"
"you owe me 3 brunch for this!"
"noooo! what ?! zomg noooo!"
"cant you like obviously see her there?!"
"uh noo.its littered with sec _ people! what do you expect?"
"its so obvious,!"
"how?"
"she shines the brightest among them all. DUHH!"

thanks uh. But in the end,we managed to pull it through, more like I DID. and dearest,i don't owe you 3 chocolate bars. HURHUR.
-
Sunshine, be happy i didnt come up and pinch your cheeks today. P.S : don't kill me during training, i'm already going to get killed by the trainings . Its been soo long since i last run around the hockey pitch. xP .
-
Ramizah you --- toy. Azirah's --- machine. I'm --- bomb.
I know you'll love it. We're going to rule that programme. SHAKE IT!

Lets play hide and seek, i'll go hide you go seek - like those in the movies. But you bleed to know you're alive - lost,helpless. I feel invisible,can't you feel my existence anymore?Obviously,i'm out of your league.Then you decide to move on,without me. Whatever happened to the game?
I'm still here,right here.

2008-05-05T07:49:00.000-07:00

last war.

wasted,like always.

2008-05-02T07:28:00.000-07:00

So let me think of to word it
Is it too soon to say 'perfect'?

It wouldn't be the same,i waited.
still,you left.
(without a care)
  -
3 words to describe today : re-tar-ded.
okay bye.
 -
but it'd be better if you didnt leave the night.

/edit
hectic week :
+peaceheaven trip preparation
+class tee
+keller 21 legged race practs
+class meetings
+rocket science course
+crezawards(!!!)
+newspaper collections
+racial harmony thingy
+hockey

hello may,you're so busy.

And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that,you're going to be mine someday

2008-04-30T08:53:00.000-07:00

HAZIQAH, here you go.
-update.

today's awesome because i saw someone's awesome person,also MEJA.
practically i spent the whole time before and after higher malay paper to rant about her. I have cool friends who managed to tolerate my craps. Yes, also i realise i spent 4 hours(or more) talking about meja like mad to 4 differrent people,through msn.Thanks yaw. Obsessions, OH WELL.
-
anyway,thank you sabrina selamat for making her look into my way.
and when she walks into the room,my heart goes BOOM!
I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO LOSE MY SELF BUT THEN POP! GOES MY HEART.
bouncingboucing.

MEJAMEJAMEJAMEJAMEJA.

/edit

1. What will I be most focused on most of the time?
trying to find every oppoturnity to look/stare/catch a glimpse of meja.

2. What do you want the most now?
better grades,to know meja.

3. Who is the person you trust the most?
mojo,gedine,superwoman.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
after the wars,you think?

5.If you have a dream to come true, what will it be?
for meja to finally know and talk to me - gosh!

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
Not really,because life ain't a fairytale.

7. What is your goal for this year?
move on, clique - solve things out.
grades-better.
meja,ah meja.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
maybe?

9. What feeling do you like the most?
gay.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
trust,love,time,concern.

11. What feeling do you hate the most?
anger,jealousy.

12.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes.

13.Do you believe god?
yes,of course.

14.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Love,friends.

15.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
-family (such a wreck)
-mojo.
-superwoman
16.Who is your best friend?
-mojo.
-superwoman.

17.Who cares for you the most?
mojo,superwoman.
though time's restricted.

18.Do you think " LOVE " is stupid?
No,duh.

19.Who do I hate the most now?
not much of hatred.

Added question:
20. What's my last request at the end of the year ?
for MEJA to know me,to survive to sec 2.

and unlike yesterday, i miss you even more

2008-04-26T09:17:00.000-07:00

I'd live to see another day.

She wears a heart that could melt my own
She wears a smile that could make me want to sing
She gives me presents
With her presence alone
Cause you don’t always
Have to hold your head
Higher than your heart.
whispers, "i miss you".

I-L-Y,I-M-Y,I-N-Y.
-
obsessed : M-E-J-A &chair. *inside joke*
-
(If I had eyes at the back of my head I'd say you looked beautiful when you walked away)
-

2008-04-16T05:42:00.000-07:00

H I A T U S
-
THANK YOU SITIRA.
where's chapter 6?
(&if you're here,i'm still afraid of you.hoho.)

SORRY.

2008-04-15T04:12:00.000-07:00

I'm really sorry upon my actions.
I was unaware that my actions -posting such photographs- is an offence.
I thought it was alright to do so,after seeing other crescentians doing the so and posting such photographs online.
I've truthfully realise the harm I've caused in posting such photographs,which is an unbecoming of a crescentian.
I promise that i will not do such an act that will pull down crescent's reputation,in the future.
Please give me another chance.
I'm really sorry.

2008-04-12T06:00:00.000-07:00

I LOVE "ANOTHER CHAIN,ANOTHER DAY" !!!
sitira,you owe me chapter 6.
-
hello.
i can never go on a hiatus,hoho (merry christmas).
Dearest ramizah, please do not deny that you're great in hockey. IF you're not good,then what am i ? WAY PATHETIC. Left wing,i see. & So, coach caught me with the sotong expression - mouth wide open- while listening to him. He was talking blablabla ,then "sofia,close your mouth". & The rest looked,laughed out loud as coach mimiced my act. Hurhur. It was ubberly embarrassing. Lunch with Zenice Tay, at lido. (for god know's why,its opposite day). Got partially lost (again). Just on the day,we decided not to change, we realise & found so many crescentians at orchard.
& So the wheels on the bus go round and round.
-
(i just saw a lizard. now im so afraid of it. im using my hockey stick to protect myself.its such a hilarious act,my brother's laughing at me . oh gosh, i hate lizards!)
-
you've been too good a player,
i cant keep up with the game.
you've been too much of a faker,
and that leads to your fame.

know you blow the candles out,

2008-04-11T04:31:00.000-07:00

hello,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY A-Q-I-L-A-A-A-A-H-H-H !!!

you sicko. & my favourite himalayas friend,hurhur. Thanks for making my day(for almost everyday,i guess). & making hockey fun for me with your all so dirtyminded jokes. You're the true laughing gas,you laugh ALL THE TIME. At every single word i say & i bet the teachers (like ms lim) will find 1G3 the weirdest sec (1) class ever. COCONUT,SHEEP,MUSHROOM? oh,loser!

You're an oldie now,april baby. Sorry,presents are coming SOON. Birthday treat tomorrow okay,i promise. xD. (you're not a bimbo,smartie pants). ILY.

(you make my world go round and round. with your all oh-so-sotong reactions) :)

& also,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY F-A-R-H-A-N-A-H !!

its been a little too long,dont you think? Sometimes i wonder,if i'm ever in your mind.Even if memories are everywhere,its still there - somewhere. Its all,resounding my heartbeat. You know, IMY,ILY,INY. till I meet you again, (soon) - i hope.

Not to forget,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY C-L-A-R-I-S !!!
you've been an inspiration to many you know. A lucky piggo,loved by many. Proof? Look at the big presents and suprise and hugs and wishes you got! Even other classes (1c2) sang for you.I bet secondary life's been great for you. Don't give up ,please. From strangers to friends, ILY.

Thanks for making:
1)chairperson times

2)keller times

3)hockey times

(+ other times when we go all so high) great for me. I can't thank you enough.You're the kindest and most tolerant person I've ever known.You stay firmly on your grounds even when temptations are hard to turn away from. Care, thats what you have. Thanks,love. really.

Lastly,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY Z-E-L-D-A-A-A-A !!!

you lunch kiddo,hurhur.

(Sorry,i dont have a picture of you).

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY JOAN!!!( sorryifitswrongspelling,hoho).

thanks for helping keller.

&me,of course. HURHUR.

(i dont have a picture of you).

blowing out the candles now,

2008-04-09T19:42:00.000-07:00

hello.
i don't find it funny when people insult "wuzzzy".In fact you shouldn't too. You don't see me criticising the person that you like, now do you? Cause, hello everyone has flaw. Wanted to bring this up just now but i'm in a mood for this so yea. It's irritating okay if you keep insulting Wuzzy. It's not funny, never funny. So,stop or i'll drop.

p.s : i'm not going to get over this.
because your actions speak louder than the world.

the teenage cry,

2008-04-09T04:01:00.000-07:00

mood : gay.

Today's labelled as : "valerie's-unlucky-day".

"S-I-T-I-N-U-T" sitinutaaa!! (loser,you valerie). Screamed and fell (!!!). zomgay,goody,its not on the road. hahahha. Valerie,if you're reading this,sorry. I shall take my words back and rephrase it. Do you want help ?Are you okay? (too late!). Before swimming lesson, valerie got blur again ,hoho. "huh?how to eject?" *inside joke*. hahhahaha! you make my day & stomachache to go away. hurhur xD. (tyvm saraswati for making my stomachache go away too.LOL).

Today's also sotong day i guess. Valerie & Saraswati - SUPER SOTONG.

saraswati,sorry but i really want to share this one :

saraswati : eh,why the crezawards thingy 38(degrees celcius) ah?

me: er , because you know uh.its like DA BOMB !

saraswati : HUH? *blur look,eyes open widely* Bomb only 38 degrees meh?

me&roshini (stare at each other) :HAHAHAHAHA!

me: nono. its like you know, the performance and all its like must be sizzling hot,awestruck the audience and all. er,its like the hottest thing happening .

saraswati : hah?! so that means those people performing is hot then the rest not hot lah is it?

me&roshini: drop to our knees ,laugh non-stop.

saraswati, you are so blur lah. hahahah. i bet you'll be laughing by then too. (maybe,just maybe).

okay back to swimming lesson. camwhored with crazy humans.

I'M GETTING SUPER DARK(ER) EACH DAY!!!!

sunblock isn't helping at all.oh wells, you can tell the difference. way big, hoho.

(i got super tired,i slept at the bus stop while waiting for the bus. oh goodness.)

PICTURES PICTURES!

(sorry,but i was too lazy to collage it,hurhur)

(hello,heart.)

(spell it out and shout it loud, S-U-P-E-R-W-O-M-A-N!!!)

its the teenage cry,

hello,wondergirl.

nothing much really.

2008-04-08T18:50:00.000-07:00

hello.
english is so boring.
i(might)'m getting braces.

2008-04-07T21:46:00.000-07:00

hello sherry.
I'M SORRY, REALLY.
assumptions are always the cause.
really really really really sorry.
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.
-
I ate(today&yesterday) :
*2 slices of pizza
*5 biscuits with chocolate in it
*2 packets of quaker chocolate
*a packet of sugar biscuits
*cupcake
*m&m
*siti's skittle(s)
*Mc chicken
*dipped-fries-with(ramizah's)-sundae.
*"love"bun (as quoted by saranya)
*ben&jerry's ice cream
meet mrscakey.

&mrchocoben.

Drank:
*lime juice
*plain water
*H-two-o
*100 plus
*frappucino mocha
*green apple juice

oh bliss :D.
-
dearest love,cheer up.
ily.<3.
-
ROSHISHIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!! i love chatting with you. it makes me feel gay :D. hurhur. (&mrscakey misses you).
-
ILYAAA!
ilyt. <3.
S-U-P-E-R-W-O-M-A-N (!!!)

-a thousand miles seem pretty far.

2008-04-03T19:44:00.000-07:00

Geraldine just learnt malay.LOOK!

geraldine. says:
AKU NAK TUKAR SELUARDALAM AH!
- for one more day, bend the lights. says:
HUH?!
- for one more day, bend the lights. says:
ZOMGAYYYYYYY
- for one more day, bend the lights. says:
who said that?
geraldine. says:
HAHAHAHAHAH
geraldine. says:
i just didddd.
geraldine. says:
i know malay lor!
- for one more day, bend the lights. says:
ZOMGAY
geraldine. says:
what is cikgu?
- for one more day, bend the lights. says:
YOU WANNA CHANGE YOUR UNDERWEAR?
geraldine. says:
YES HAHAHAHAH
- for one more day, bend the lights. says:
CIKGU = TEACHER
- for one more day, bend the lights. says:
HAHAAHAH
geraldine. says:
okay no joking
geraldine. says:
HAHHAHAAHHAHA. I FEEL SO LAME
- for one more day, bend the lights. says:
IM LAME (er ) too
geraldine. says:
HEHEHEHEHEHHE

___

To ilya,
cheer up. my world's never gonna be bright without you.
"you know i can't smile without you". I can't .
I wonder what its like living without you. 360 degree turn-a-round. Love is one aspect,memory's another. So smile dear,smile. I want to see you wear the biggest smile on monday.
Don't let your emotions run wild.

___

To clique,
where's the trust that was build up between us?
I'd walk a thousand miles to get it back. Seriously.

___

To someone,(make it two)
i know you're pissed off at me for using a word of your creation.
But seriously,idk that you created that word and it belonged to you.
I swear,i learnt it from a friend. seriously. and since when words belong to anyone?

___

Today.
Mass Run's awesome.It wasnt tiring though,seriously. (chocolate ice cream's the best part of it).
D&T's relaxing(30 minutes left-duh).
Malay Free Period's Bliss.
English came through like the wind.
Math's drawing graphs.
Science some stupid experiment.

Practically,it was relaxinggg. Now i need to mugg.

p.s : siti's a fatso. she said so herself. xD.
& she wanted to buy this "healthy" chocolate after seeing me eat it and trying it. oh gosh,she
just ate roti prata - make that two.
HURHUR

maybe this time round,

2008-04-01T07:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZE.NICEEEEEEE !!!!

you're old(er) now,senior -pfft. (im older uh!) i promise your present's coming soon okay? oh yes,dinner too. ily,zen.ice. tyvm for helping me,you BLUR QUEEN. (tsk,i hope you still remember. hurhur xD)

-this time,maybe its not just moodswings.
maybe its fact,temporary alive.
i guess i'll never know either.

toodles.

2008-03-30T08:13:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAMIZAH,YOU BANGLA.
(touchy-wouchy you gundu).
sorry, 40 minutes till your bday ends and only now im posting this.
you're old now. sweet 14 (just as old as me.).
okay. i owe you - dinner.you owe me - lunch + movie.
HURHURHUR.
okay goodnight,
(homework).

p.s : dont let your emotions run wild , love.

awak awak!

2008-03-29T04:09:00.000-07:00

hello.

"she's just a loner with a sexy attitude" - hahhah. loser !

bus ride's fun,glares at zenice.jumping from one end of the bus to the other,oh pathetic?we look just like peter's friends.oh great.hockey training was rather not as tiring. 3 rounds wasnt as tiring too. I can't dribble for nuts. Rocky's a great partner,yes,thanks for singing with me and making a fool of ourselves. tssk! stop spraying deodorant at me, ramizah! i'll scream my heads off i tell you that includes running from one end of the toilet to the other. & so i missed seeing SOMEONE in pink. aiyerrr. its a once in a lifetime chance lah (!!!).

aqilah,ramizah & siti ditched me today.3 in a row. you guys owe me lunch/drink each. *smirks*

today,jurong library's filled with crescentians.it was akward,really.

(pictures,pictures)

hello strangers

sexy legs,zen.tsk!

nothing better to do.

& someone treated me these after siti left:

Ice lemon tea

&roasted bread thingy.

bus ride home with my sister.

double to sofia(s)

she was super happy when i gave her ,her deodorant.

she used/tried it on the spot(in the bus)

hey, love.

we got bored to death.

emonemo-ing

(not in chronological order)

okay goodbye.

p.s : dearest love,im counting down to your birthday.

its just hours away.

-I got to stand on my own two feet and stop leaning on to Unstable

2008-03-22T07:17:00.000-07:00

hockey training felt short :\.idk why.lunch with loonies-zelda&aqilah.omgay,the food was super salty(!!!).aqilah loved it though.and in the end zelda finished up my food instead.WEIRDDD.we left jurong point only at 3:23pm.spent 2 hours in there,crapping.(oh yes,stupid toys r us).

rushed to meet ilya at tiong,then rushed boarded the train to marina bay because we thought marina square was at marina bay,yeah what. "MARINA" what.so ps,had to go back 2 stops ,to city hall which took us 10mins or more.then it was officially 4:30pm-show starting.good thing there's something you call "advertisement".phew! oh yeah,walked pass 2 crescentians (very familiar). MARINA SQUARE IS SUCH A SLUT. its located far far far away. -.-''. step up 2 rulessssss even after the second time i watch it. then rushed home.

&i havent had dinner.oh great,its 10.36pm.

pffft.

ps:thanks rocky for the hockey ball,thanks ilya for the wonderful day,thanks bangla,zen,aqilah & claris for constantly making hockey training fun for me :D.

TOODLES.

it takes much more,really.

2008-03-21T01:40:00.000-07:00

I LOVE ILYA,SUPERWOMAN.(!!!)
I LOVE ROCKY(!!!)

cant wait for tomorrow.i'll smile super widely for god-know-why.loads of things actually.hockey!rocky's giving me a hockey ball for my belated bday present.its way belated but hey,at least she remembered (how sucky i am in hockey). thanks,yo. likewise,i shall meet my crazy sec 1 hockey mates who are obsesssed with HIMALAYAS. oh my fellow sickossss :D.ILY'all. training's never complete without you. yes rocky,they all miss you like crazy when you didnt turn up last week. tssk lah you. &yes rocky,i know you miss me & you know you do too. ROCKY = CRESCENT'S TEVEZ. blush rocky,blush.

lunch will be with hockers again. & so long,we've agreed (my "close" hockey mates)to get a jersey each (also fbt shorts) .& if ms ang allows,we'll wear it during hockey? (fat hope). most probably we'll use it before & after hockey. -thats when part outing comes along :D.

outing with ilya & qistina tomorrow.i cant wait i cant wait. oh marina,here we goooo.right after hockey/lunch :D. I BET ITS GONNA BE FUN !!!

[MOJO,YOU STILL OWE ME A MOVIE & A BEACH DATE OKAY]

anyways,here's the picture i have with me. -KELLER.
idc about what & how the rest see us as,
all i care is that we have this thing called "LOVE" & "STRONG BOND" among us. its growing,rapidly too. well, i'll miss the trainings & shouting at you'all (-sorry).i'll miss the good old times.i'll miss playing and rolling down the keller playground.i'll miss shouting and screaming with you all.i'll miss shaking our butts like no one's business.i'll miss singing "my side my side" and changing it to "keller keller". I'll miss marching to "L,L,L,O,L".i'll miss panicking like there's no tomorrow.i'll miss having moments of fear.i'll miss having to run together.i'll miss skipping through the hall/parade square for as long as we want.i'll miss everything to do with you guys.

(andriana,you owe me pictures).

thanks superwoman,for saving my day.

now dont you worry about your cca,

because i believe you'll be fine with it.

now hold on tight,you know i'm right here for you.

dont fail me now,because i need you boo.

oh yes i do.

thanks for today.

well, "girl".

you know i cant help but wait.

2008-03-20T09:38:00.000-07:00

today.weird day. sports carnival - rained. (keller went dead).except for the 20/21 legged race peeps (who are rather enthu & disappointed).-tsk,sang,shouted to the song "its my life" bon jovi with kellerinas (20/21 legged race peeps)-FREE SHOW. next thing you know,we're all dancing,jumping and shaking butts. YES,CLARIS.tssk!

200m was damn scary. kept on thinking that i couldnt make it through the run.afraid that i might stop halfway-faint(ing)/(ed).ask kayshini,she saw the look on my face.ask dawn,she felt my heartbeat before the race it was 123456789/s uh! super fast okay. & to be frank,i almost trip over myself in the beginning of the race(thanks i didnt). & like we all know,sofia pulled a muscle,AGAIN. came in last,as predicted,pfft.duh-uh,the rest are all trackers and ex-trackers,okay.me?ex-computer club,pathetic much.i seriously could have done much better,what was i thinking?oh wells. one word to describe it - SUCKY.

lunch with hazah,bangla,sharifah & sitiam @ macs.[SUPER HUNGRY]. eventually met sabrina,izzah,shona & afiqah. it seemed like and as if izzah&sabrina were stalking ramizah and me. (?!) anyway, "THE S BOOK" is suppperrrr siiiccckkk ooookkkaayyyy. *glares at them* them = afiqah & all. i'm halfway reading the book sabrina told me to. its : HILARIOUS/WEIRD/SICK. got home at 5-6pm +, sat at the sofa for a little rest and eventually slept. till like 7pm? left for expo, religious thingy. home at : 11:56pm.

okay,now im super tired.
i shall NOT go to sleep YET.
toodles !
{12:46am}

2008-03-15T06:15:00.000-07:00

14march-outing with relatives to west coast park was rather relazing
(except that there's no light at night,so yeah,plunged into total darkness =.=)

MOVING ON.
training was alright,i guess.
& HAZAH,NICOLD & MOJO'S BACKKKK. :D

MAIN POINT : MOJO'S SICK.
*gasps* OH MY GAY.
when i say sick,i mean,really really sick.
duh - almost got chased to the hospital.
THAT SICK. GET WELL SOON ,MOJOJO.
BECAUSE I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU ON MONDAY.
(3 days and im dying. 1 week- its too long.)

TOODLES!

2008-03-13T01:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSHISHI ,

MY SPONGEBOB PARTNERRR :DDDD

sorry for the super long overdued pictures.

G3,PLEASE SEND IN YOUR DESIGNS ASAP(!!!)
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
what colour shirt you want?
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
red?
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
eh, red easier can use for chinese new year,
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
national day
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
and some others
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
right
[c=4]`-ηαтαŁιє teewhywhy; [/c=8][c=27]ohhhhhmydar[/c=31][c=11]ling- you're so cool![/c=13] says:
white.
[c=4]`-ηαтαŁιє teewhywhy; [/c=8][c=27]ohhhhhmydar[/c=31][c=11]ling- you're so cool![/c=13] says:
no dun put red
[c=4]`-ηαтαŁιє teewhywhy; [/c=8][c=27]ohhhhhmydar[/c=31][c=11]ling- you're so cool![/c=13] says:
so bloody
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
hahahahah
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
then ?
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
black?
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
(so emo)
[c=4]`-ηαтαŁιє teewhywhy; [/c=8][c=27]ohhhhhmydar[/c=31][c=11]ling- you're so cool![/c=13] says:
no white.
[c=4]`-ηαтαŁιє teewhywhy; [/c=8][c=27]ohhhhhmydar[/c=31][c=11]ling- you're so cool![/c=13] says:
or pink.
[c=4]`-ηαтαŁιє teewhywhy; [/c=8][c=27]ohhhhhmydar[/c=31][c=11]ling- you're so cool![/c=13] says:
or purple.
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
WHITE ?! I HATE WHITE SHIRTS MANZXZXZ
[c=4]`-ηαтαŁιє teewhywhy; [/c=8][c=27]ohhhhhmydar[/c=31][c=11]ling- you're so cool![/c=13] says:
or, green?
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
GREN
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
HAHAHA
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
GREEN
[c=4]`-ηαтαŁιє teewhywhy; [/c=8][c=27]ohhhhhmydar[/c=31][c=11]ling- you're so cool![/c=13] says:
GO GREEN WOOTSZXZZXZ
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
okay lah
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
NO WHITE SHIRTS
-i'll catch up with the end. says:
can see bra easily eh
[c=4]`-ηαтαŁιє teewhywhy; [/c=8][c=27]ohhhhhmydar[/c=31][c=11]ling- you're so cool![/c=13] says:
-.-

lesson of the day : NO WHITE TEES PLEASE.
tyvm. *slaps on your face*

TOODLES !
bottle it up,in my heart.

{POST EDITED}

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUNDU.

2008-03-06T04:35:00.000-08:00

okay,i've decided to make a public post.
today's gay day ,that gundu's bday.
HAHAHA. thanks QISTINA & ILYA&ROSHINI for the little sweet things
(you guys just know so, im an EATING MACHINE).
THANK YOU 1G3 for the crescent bday song & of course your wishes.
MRS2 HANG too for your wishes (oh you guys owe me a movie & bday present)
guess,i'll be receiving quite a numbe of belated presents uh ? HAHAHA.

thanks my batu hocker mate, IMAN (ROCKY)
you-know-what-happened (*gasps*)
round and round ,around yishun. oh it was funny.
+ stupid bus driver.
+ stupid old library(which doesnt even look like a library)
+ your dead baby ( LOL !!!)

thanks my crazy loves,
for linking arms with me & skipping through the parade square in the rain(drizzle) like no one's business .
YOU GUYS RULEEEE !

THANKS HAZWANI,KARYEE,SABRINA SELAMAT,AFIQAH,NADIA.
for the bday wishes.
* someone owes me a muffin
* someone owes me a beachdate .
tskkkk. you-know-who.

oh yeah,not forgetting , thanks to my retarded people in malay class.
"sofia's the bomb,kan ermy,ilya,siti ?"
"YESSS !"
hahahaa.

& the others for the wishes too :)
you make me a happy kiddo today.
sorry for those whose names are not mention above,i must have been too gay today.
(stm disorder).

sayonara people.
`SoFiA(na)!*

-oh,megan and sherry too ; thanks!

when the lights are out ; we'll be shining on.

2008-03-05T00:47:00.000-08:00

(short skirt. !!! )

(p.s: not in chronological order. ilove1g3`oheight)

-LOVE ; SOFIANA. -

2008-02-09T19:27:00.000-08:00

i love my clique.
to the coreeeeeeee !
its all the 1g3 crazy stuffs.
and here's a whole list of "Out - of - the - world " names.
tsskk, paass me the weirdo pledge!

roshini - roshishi
sofia - sofiana
geraldine - chicken pie / ge-dine / stevie / ge-diney
monique - monickay
hafizah - hahahahahahfizah / ha-zah
nicole - nicold / chickenpie
siti - sitiam / minah
yu ting - puting
ramizah - meeeeeeeeeeeeeee goreng / bangla
natalie - nutella nata de coco/natty
valerie - vanessa ann hudrie / drama queen
aqilah - aqeeeeeeela / aceelah
elsa - elmo
melissa - melmel
retards - us.

G3LOVE ! to the core.
<3333.
-only 1g3's allowed to call each other those names (above).
& dont tell us what you want us to call you.

2008-02-08T06:31:00.001-08:00

hello.today's study group was retarded.

went to Jurong Entertainment Centre. ,then to IMM ( to buy presents for you know who).

likewise, we spent most of the time camwhoring for about 2 hours ( ?!) after ramizah left .

&also because about 80-90% of the shops are closed ( !!! ) .

sigh . & better still, we managed to do only 2 & a half questions so far.

great isnt it?

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITIIIIIIIIII (in advance) !!!!!!!!!!! (DE MINAH ?!) :)

tsk.you're an oldie now. hehe.

here : one EMO but CUTE picture of you (edited by me)

2008-01-23T02:38:00.000-08:00

hello.

my current mood : super duperly high !!!

school was rather exciting and short.

i didnt sleep in class! - yay me. im proud of myself TOO [tssk - afiqah].

hahaha. as for english test - i was rather blank. hence,i did the best out of that situation.

oh yeah,i FOUND MY OLD SPECTACLES ! - omg !

it was right where qori found it.

wa piang eh - wasted a hell lot of money.

then,after lunch :

i went all over the school,

finding SABRINA SELAMAT & AFIQAH JUHARI.

in the end it turned out that sab's went home.

afiqah's having somekind of lesson.

urghhh!

i miss them to the core!

i almost died not talking to them.

all i did today was wave at afiqah & i couldnt find sab.

sigh sigh.

swimming lesson - SUPER BOMB.

it was AWESOME. my groupmates were AWESOMELY HIGH!

INSANITY ON THE LOOSE - like totally !.

the coach was friendly.

ilya & afifah - my two hot hot babes.

hahaha. <3 !

we camwhored in the toilet .

most pics are in ilya's hp .

i managed to take some "unglam" pics once again

[iyla - tssk.] hahaha.

guess i shall end here.

& yeah , the hockey pitch's kinda big.

(its located directly next to the swimming pool).

p.s : looking forward to hockey ; seeing nadia,sabrina,afiqah,gfs & hot babes.

TSSKKKKK .

i love today too.alaview , hot babes .

(oh yeah afiqah, ilya thinks you're GREAT!)

2008-01-16T07:06:00.000-08:00

my current mood's :hyper !
today's one of the craziest day.
so today,supposedly, i was suppose to be doing homework with afiqah after school at the canteen & have a photograph session later on.and so,instead of doing homework, we talked : me,qori & afiqah. chat chat chat . later on sab,hilary & sitifa joined us - soo the kecoh.and so, then , i left for that photography nonsense.i was waiting & got bored. so, we all went to downstairs. my intention was to talk to afiqah at the canteen, but somewhat she was nowhere to be found.hence, i decided to join aqilah & saranya instead.

all 3 of us are currently in hockey.so, out of the blue, we went to the free play equipments and took out a couple of hockey sticks. then together with hui ting & hema, we all played hockey.not really played but literally , just made a fool of ourselves, trying to control the sticks & get the hang of it. out of nowhere, a councillor approached us. first thought : we're guilty. but then it turned out that she offered us to play hockey with the other hockey players who were "practising" at the basketball court. we were somewhat a little shy.but we didnt want her to wait for us, so we followed her. then,i rejected her offer upon playing with the other players.well,of course like duh. hey! i havent even got the hang of holding the stick and moving it properly.

practically as we played, we didnt wanna stop. but still we were alarmed by the school bell - a signal for us to get back to the photography nonsense. phew, just in time. the 5 of us were sweating profusely & stink.it was fun though.

sab & afiqah & hilary waited for me outside the photograph room.then we decided to head to jurong east library. it was 4.30pm by then.igotpermissionfrommymum-byobviouslycallingher."happily" we - hilary,afiqah,me,qori & hafizah went to jurong east.
we were divided somewhat. -afiqah , me & qori. -sab,hilary,hafizah. oh well.the walked rather slow. & yes, i must confess that afiqah's super duper hyper ! & crazy! & hillarious! .. LOL.in the mrt, we were talking about senior gadis, UNTIL then, we realised that there was another senior (graduated already)on board.so paiseh. and so they greeted her.

made loads of noise in the library, suprisingly - without getting caught.from the running up of escalators to the stupid smell of adidas perfume in the lift and to the kiddo section - where sab found this really cute cupcake book & borrowed it.we chatted & chatted - nonstop.

lastly, neoprints. it was like already 6.20pm.we were rushing - me ,qori & afiqah.hahahaha. we did some cute little pose and were like " eh eh change position " , "eh i want to stand here", "no you go and stand there", "aiyah anywhere lah" . - soo the kecoh. hahahaha. well ,i havent got my neoprint yet, but i managed to take some pics - which are "unglam" .

i love today. thanks seniors , alaview.

we are the BOMB.
g3love.

1G3's the BEST!

2008-01-05T07:27:00.000-08:00

hello :D

let me blog about yesterday.

campfire's burning,campfire's burning!

wooots, crescent's burning coz its filled with

HOT LADIES AND LEADERS OF TOMORROW.

hahahahahahaha !

oh, we cheered and cheered soo hard.

we practised soo hard too.

but when we got onto the middle of the parade square,

everyone of us weree BLANK.

everyone's like staring at us.

we didnt really cheer coz we could hardly remember the cheer.

for example , its suppose to be "go g3,go g3,go go go g3.."

we changed it to "GOOO G3!"..

seriously, its soo weird. we're super soft.

well, we didnt do our best.

but as you know , and everyone know ,

that we humans arent made perfect.

we have flaws.

as for 1g3 we have a SUDDEN STAGE FRIGHT.

we gotta work on it - FAST!

sometimes , things dont work out the way we planned ,

and when that happens we just need to make out the best out of it.

and we,1G3 made the best out of that "BLANK" situation.

we were all controlling our tears when we got back to our seats.-emotional.

sorry seniors, we've upset you guys.

we've disappoint ourselves too.

we had fun , the "malu & paiseh " thingy.. so fun !

but as the seniors know and we ourselves know,

that we're much much enthu and louder than that.

we seriously are.

crescent will never be complete without us!

its soo fun there at the campfire.

C sounds like G right??

so, when the MC said "the winner for $@*($~@!^&*(+-* is... 1C3!"

we , 1g3 jumped up so damn high and screamed + shout like no one's watching..

because we thought the host said " 1G3!"

so paiseh !! hahahaaha.

then for a moment , we all sat down and bend down ! MALU MALU MALU MALU

haha!

so funny lah.

at least we won CHAMPION for the QUEST!

eh, CHAMPION eh!! CHAMPION CHAMPION CHAMPION CHAMPION

CHAMPION!

=D!! ** clap clap clap clap **

3 cheers for G3. AHH!

anyway, at the end of the campfire , when some of the G3 girls had left ( including me ) ,

MR KOH went up to the G3 seat and asked ,

"what class is this?"

seniors and some g3 juniors screamed " G3!!!"

MR KOH said " 1G3! you're the BEST!!!".

he didnt really SAY , but partially SHOUT with enthusiasm!

oh my godddddddd! .... * breathless *

PRAISES from the VICE PRINCIPAL,

i repeat, VICE PRINCIPAL ..

are PRICELESS!

we'll keep that in mind ! im soo proud.

NIVU(in short) told me.

so happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D:D:D:D:D:D:DDDDDDDDDDDD

I LOVE 1G3 `08 & MY SENIORS &

PEER LEADERS &

COUNCILLORS &

THAT PRETTY PRETTY GIRL FROM NCC ( ONE OF MY SENIORS ) &

MONKEY BOXERS !!!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

we are the BEST!

2008-01-03T02:33:00.001-08:00

FUNFUNFUN.!

it never ends in crescent.

Qori & Roshini - two most popular ladies!

woots.ahahaha. fun lah seyh.

scream shout , all you can think about.

later onwards, me & zen & natty went to qtps ,

loads of 6anians there , they're school uni all white .

BORING! YELLOW's VIBRANT!

hahaha , me,natty & zen ran to the class and shouted "AHHHH!!" .

their reaction was like "whoa!"

now ,since im in crescent , the school very well known for their screamings,

i find 6A`07 rather a little dead.

no offence though.

crescent's much louder.

and the way i talk to them are much more diff.

they say i tend to talk loudly now , nyahahahah.

its usual lah. my talking = partial shouting.

my whispers = normal talking.

weird uh?!

dont care. now i talk differently.

i realised that when i talk to amber,

a little bit slang and not so usual .

hehehe. its official. I LOVE CRESCENT GIRLS!

&&&&& 1G3 + my seniors!

tml , we're gonna have pizza !! - treat from our seniors.

so thoughtful of them.

and they gave each of us a ferrero rocher

because we did very well today in our shoutings and screamings.

we were given "gotcha"

because we are the first class to come into the hall obediently!

we even walked ourselves there obediently,

as in the whole class.

hey! for a SECONDARY 1 on a SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL,

thats a big thing ok!.

ahahaha.

shall end here. i love G3!!!

"its the G3 tradition; G3 love."

2008-01-02T07:04:00.000-08:00

First day of school.
Reached school at abput 6.40 am ; sent by my dad.
Loads of cars coming in and out to crescent.
I guess I was the only junior there, and all the seniors were like walking to their classes.
I don’t know the shortcut route to my class, so I had to go the long way cut – through the rotunda. It was rather dark in school.
And sec ones are situated at the highest level of study blocks – level 4.
The stair are a little like those in Hogwarts which twirl around and around.
Level 4 was pitch dark. Believe me, there’s no turning back.
I walked through the darkness, managed to get into my class.
Do common sense things – on the fan and stuffs.
I was the only one there.
Then , sooner, peeps started to come.
They look so DEAD.
I was the only one smiling.
Then went to the hall – introduce new teachers.
Crescentians SCREAMED – in the morning!
Wow, that’s big work.
They screamed even louder when male teachers come on stage.
Ahahahaha.

The sec ones – some were like “what the??” some were like – “Woohoo!things are getting much more fun. Hell yea!”.

I was like the second one.
Then , sang national anthem. New principal (mdm lim)– short speech(thoughtful of her to).
Then discipline talk by discipline mistress – its not BORING.
Its FUN AND FUNNY.

She talked a little bit like that female DJ in power 98.7fm, and she talked not soo formally, unlike mr tan’s talking (qtps) -so strict.

her talk makes you laugh and stuffs.

then , get back to class.

I was smiling :D .. some documents collected , ms goh’s busy , so the peer leaders were helping her.

We were just talking around . (mostly silence, actually).

i made new friends, started with “ HELLO!! *smiling widely* im sofia, whats your name?”

then they started talking , blalabla.

Then , we were lined up according to heights, im, 8th person from short to tall..

hehehe, im short.
Then, I met with my old schoolmate (who left qps when she was pr2) ,

HAFIZAH.

Woots ,she’ve grown a lot.then, I talked to my partner –ramya.

She’s real nice & we’re super compatible.

Then , had school tour – the class was walking like zombies which is soo irritating.

After that changed to p.e shirt , by the time we got back to class,

the peer leaders told us to change back to our uniforms – I was like URGH!!

In crescent , you’re suppose to change to your school uniforms before 11.15 am..

so , I and my partner decided to change after recess.

Then, we found out that after recess we are suppose to go to hall – talk.

We were panic!

Run back to class, classroom was lock!

It was 11.10am.

then ran back to hall to find our peer leaders.

On our way, we met this wacky girl , her hair’s soo damn short

like my bros – she spike it up,

and she was adjusting her skirt – skirt was half unzip she was like – skirt half undone.

Weird uh?!

Then ran back to peer leaders ,

one of them named hazwani ( she’s a sweet girl ) accompanied us back to class change & stuffs. Then back to hall – listen to talk.

( I was somewhat sleeping listening to the boring talk. )

then learn school song.

Then back to class once again – class dead, teacher busy .

we talk talk talk talk .

Next, it was lunch.

I ate with natty ( Natasha) and zenice.

Talk bout our class.

Then , after lunch back to class.

Now ,its noisier.

Peer leaders told us to put our bags at the back and move our chairs and tables aside.

So , there’s a gap in the middle.

While waiting for the everybody, I made up new friends – they are so friendly.

They are like “ HELLO! Im _____ “ … then , after that ,

we are like , “ oh my god! Hello ! hello ! *wave wave* hi sofia. Hi sofia."

so FUN!

Then , we played games – introduce ourselves.

It’s a little bit like ice breaker. Then after that, we played ice breaker –

not using ice – but pencil box.. nyahahaha so funny lah.

Ashvini was unlucky she got confused hahahaa.

Then, we were introduced to some seniors and our respond was like “ HELLO!!!!!!"

and everytime the seniors talked a little like “ hello im atrillian , im from 3g3”

then we’ll be like clapping + “ WOOHOOO!!!” .. fun!! Weheeeeee..

then we learned the cheer – funny lah the actions for the cheer .

hahahahah.

well, we (1g3) are hoping to win the cheering competition on the campfire .

we want to make history .

because for the past few years ,1g3 did not win anything for that cheering thingy.

and we're left with 2days more.

oh well, lets just hope for the best.

psst : i've made friends with 3/4 of the class.

& roshini's friendly!

1g3 love;

`SoFiA!*

2007-12-26T05:51:00.000-08:00

2008;
a new chapter begins.
a new hope.
a new circle of "friends".
i wont forget my 4 true friends.

i've lost two other friends.

im just drifting away from their lifes.

especially nina.

now,i dont mean a thing to you.

you were once my greatest adik in the whole wide universe.

now,its clearly obvious that im not even your akak.

i've never been a good akak to you.

according to you,

i've never cared about you.

i've never spare a thought about you.

i've never stayback till late at night , to listen to your problems.

i've never known you.

i've never been there for you all this while.

i've never been there to pick you up when you fall.

i've never been a good "akak".

i've never done anything great for you.

and im nothing compared to your NEW & FAVOURITE & GREATEST akak,

mira.

well now that im drifting away from your life,

its time i say goodbye.

have fun with your greatest akak.

and your new friends.

dont remember me alright ,

because to you, im just a beautiful disaster.

and the greatest nightmare.

u were never thankful for what i've done for you.

just so you know,

i was the one who was there for you all this while.

u either just dont notice , or dont bother noticing.

thanks for everything nina,

its such a pity that you've just wasted

part of your life , on me.

goodbye.

have your bon voyage in life ahead.

im not yours faithfully.

`SoFiA!

2007-12-20T22:07:00.000-08:00

orientation was fine.
met up with just 1 new friend ;
her name's nur haseenah.
im currently in 1G3,
no queenstownian is in my class,
but that doesnt really makes any much of difference.
seriously, the class was filled with chinese - looking girls.
i thought , there were like only 4 malays in 1G3.
i turned out that , the girls from index number 20 + to 30 + ,
were all malays. and suprisingly,
their ALL their names started with "NUR"
my index number is 28.
double my primary index no . - 14.
afterwards , i had a haircut.
its a fusion of japanese and wild.
quite unique tho.
alright ,should end here.
toodles.

2007-12-18T22:32:00.000-08:00

dont bug me upon what school i got.
its irritating.

its crescent girls , alright?
now,im legally a crescentian.

there's only about 4 girls,

who are confirmed ,

becoming crescentians.
its little.

zen,nat,iris,me.

im the odd one out.

well, none of my true friends are coming.

im so gonna miss them.

i gotta do things on my own right now.

i'll try to make things right next year,

without the presence of my true friends.

well, im sure i wont be making loads of new friends,

due to my weird and freaky personality.

in the end ,

they'd call me *****.

oh well;

i'll just stay in my own world.

`SoFiA!

2007-12-06T19:09:00.000-08:00

"sensitive-that suits me best".

imma pisces.

& my horoscope is soo true bout me.
there's nothing i can do about it.
2007; leaves me with bad memories.
i dont enjoy my alma mater in QTPS.

after 6 years in QTPS;

im ending up with only 3 true friends and 1 good friend.
finally;i've found my twin.
he's just like me.

we got no one to turn to.
and no one understands us.
we're both geeks.
and always in our own world.
we're left out & usually pushed away.
we'll keep everything to ourselves.
and not show it out.
im glad he spoke to me.
& im glad i've found him.
in his eyes;im beautiful.(dont misunderstand)
well, he told me..

when he saw me..
i was crowned as the loudest and bossy girl in the class.
i tease him a lot.
but as he spoke to me ;
he'd realised that im hiding something.

which now, so slowly showing.

i speak differently
when i crowd &
when not in crowd.
he goes for night jogs in the rain.
i lock myself up in my room.
he could see him from me.
the world is connected.
and im connected to him.
yes;he's way older than me.
seriously, way.

well;secondary life is gonna be tougher.
but i aint getting stronger.

i've lied to myself - too many times before.
trying to fit in to 6A.

but in the end,

i end up with the same ending.
*getting pushed away & left out.*

i'll sit in a corner and keep quiet.

watching time pass by.

im trying to move on.
i gotta start afresh.

but i just can bring myself up.
and i just dont know the first step to it.
oh,twin.
will you be there to accompany me ,
to take the first step?
i hope so.

thanks twin.
thanks for everything.

so sorry to keep me company till 3am in the morning.
but it was worth while.
once again,thanks.

i aint a pure 6Anian.

ma'am was right.
i should have never be in 6A.

i never do belong in 6A.

well; at least i've still got him.
the twin speaks a language;

that no others can understand.
-love;understanding;sensitivity.

twin;saya sayang kamu.

2007-11-22T05:38:00.000-08:00

haish.
the psle results are out.
i did cried.
cried tears of happiness.
alhamdullilah i got 246.
thank god lots!

segala pujian kepada allah.
crescent girls!!ahh(242 min.)

hopefully i'll get in!.
=)
there were cryings of sadness,
madness,and happiness.
i managed to be in top 20.
getting 2 A*- malay & mathematics.
2 A - science & english.

Distinction - higher malay (the one and only!)
it was very unexpecting.!!

all thanks to ma'am for tolerating all my flaws and nonsense
for 2 years!!
and also thanks to mdm norwatie,
and of course, not forgetting mdm siti.
also to ms yap,ms teo,ms lim,mr wong.(for teaching me from p1-p4)
thanks alot, i wouldnt have gotten 246 if not for her.
ok lah, lets not be TOO happy.
we havent got the posting results yet.
so,still,lets hope & pray for the best.
=)
peeps, there's a reason to why everything,
happened in the world.
nothing's a waste.

im still busy.
with lectora & sva .
im gonna miss natty - who had left for Australia &
faeza - who's leaving for egypt soon.!
lots of misses.

XOXOXO

2007-11-13T06:56:00.000-08:00

i aint got no love story.
this aint no romance.
its just based on true life experience.
"the shattered friendship"
******

there were once us;
with our world alike to fairytales.
a world so benign.
till one day;
u packed your bags;
then berate me with those harsh words.
The bijou you , i knew was gone.
I was such a berk;
to believe in you.
Now,i aint gonna be biddable,
cause you weren't even bewall.
The world ONCE seemed so right,
that moment.
when you bestowed me as your friend.
Well, now everything's change.
There aint got bliss.
& i aint a blithe person like before.
We gotta go our own separate ways.
For all you know,
i dont miss your presence.
Admitted im naive;
ah yes. Im berserk and frenzied too.
i'm boishy,oh that i know.
oh NO,i dont expect you to understand.
Imma bellicose,
gonna fight for my right.
Likewise,its all said and done.
And you & i know;
things thats done, can never be undone.
Imma still gonna live my life to till the fullest.
I'll have a bon voyage;
& you'll have yours.
People change,
well * so do i.
i guess;
you were such a beautiful mistake;
with no remedy.
the unspoken;cold reminisce
will remain unspoken - as it is.
well, now.
its a goodbye.
life,
as i see it.
it aint easy.
neither is it fair.

as for faeza.
im sorry i pushed you aside.
im sorry they blamed you last year.
im sorry that because of me, they called you traitor.
im sorry that because of some arrogant,cowards (from 6A);our bonding wasnt close.
im sorry for all the wrong things that i've done.
finally, i realised.
you were always there for me.
silently,praying for the best for me.
silently , hoping.
silently, being right there by my side.
and when the world's upside down.
u never fail to make up the radiance of my life.
when the whole world leaves,
you stay.
stay right by my side.
if only i knew this.
i should have never
even set aside,
our friendship.
im the reason for your pain.
and you can put the blame on me.

this might be the last time,
we'll be together.
hopefully,
We'll both succeed together
from a M.S PAPian to a QUEENSTOWNian
and next,
a CRESCENTIAN.

i love you ; faeza.
deep down inside.

2007-10-20T09:24:00.000-07:00

hello.
absurdly; i dont know how to start this post.
oh yes; raya *hari raya !
it wasnt bad , Alhamdulillah.

On the first day, none went to my house.
Somehow; i was driven by an adrenaline feeling upon seeing my relatives and cousins gathered together.
The sweetness of smiling faces,all made up the radiance of Hari Raya.
I have still yet to celebrate this raya with my beloved bebots.